This… EVERY thing changes, EVERY THING, EVERY LITTLE THING! 💔 😞 💔
Never the same…tomorrow is 5 weeks. Life changed in 2 hours time and I will never be the same person I was 5 weeks ago tonight.
- I want to give my title back!!
- I want to take Kiddo to his well child/sports physical appointment and not have the doctor ask if there is a family history of heart issues or unexpected death due to a heart attack!
- I want to not understand this article!
- I want to use my full brain and have it fire on all cylinders!
- I want the last I Love You to not be in the past!
- I want the promises she made Kiddo make to happen because she is her to hold him to them!
- I want to erase the memory of that morning!
- I want to take the road trips we planned to take!
- I want to see a day without tears!
- I want to live without fear of another shoe dropping!
- I want to experience a day without tension and worry and uneasiness or answers snapped at me!
- I want not be worried about the survivors’ guilt of those I love most!
- I want my mom back! Here in the flesh and blood, not walking with me as an angel!
Grief is a crazy, horrible, complicated thing! It sucks! It is hell!
#SheLoved
#PattiLulu
This post was first written on Facebook on June 26, 2019 and inspired by “Only a Motherless Daughter Knows”
https://herviewfromhome.com/only-a-motherless-daughter-knows/
